'This body of ours had no rest, but we were harassed at every turn - conflicts on the outside, fears within.' 2 Corinth 7:5
In contrast to last week's thought here is one where Paul finds no rest; he was harassed at every turn.
I found this word peculiarly comforting although I personally prefer last week's thought! If Paul could be harassed at every turn then it wasn't wrong for me to feel the same. Paul even describes the harassments. Some conflicts are on the outside such as the circumstances of life, whilst other conflicts are coming from within, his feelings, in this case fear.
I suddenly felt very comforted to know that if Paul was suffering from all these mixed emotions in the middle of pioneering a work for God then it was okay for me to feel the same.
At the end of the day it's not what we feel that matters but what we are and what we do. The bible teaches us to hold fast to our faith and here's the perfect example of one who did that despite all these conflicts.
The next verse describes a change:
'But God who comforts the downcast, comforted us by the coming of Titus.' V6
Our Lord will never allow circumstances to get too much for us. He will provide and in this instance Titus came bringing encouragement to Paul.
Perhaps you're suffering from the inner and outer conflicts that Paul described. God will send you help, the encouragement you need to strengthen you.
Or perhaps today, you are Titus; the encourager, one one who brings comfort to another.
Whichever one you are today, do it to the best of your ability. Know that God, who cares for us, will provide what we need to either give to another or to endure until light dawns.